What are you apologizing for? What are you sorry for? What do you regret?
If you're want my forgiveness, you already had it. I forgave you. I can't stay angry with you, it makes me sick. I won't accept your apology, though because it was poorly executed for one and 'this' I want to know what 'this' is. Don't regret me and the things that happened. I wished we could have talked it out, but maybe this is for the best. I blame myself for most of the problems we had.
I can't tell you myself because I'm not strong enough.
I meant what I said, when I told you how I felt.